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Jun 01, 2004 22:23

I'm going to quote Sam here...who probably quoted it from someone else-

Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them.

I am so incredibly frustrated. You ever have one of those moments when you look at somebody, and they remind you so much of somebody else, but you can't figure out who until they're standing next to each other? Well that's happened to me alot lately. I would sit there in Algebra, and just look at Mike, and he reminded me so much of somebody, I just couldn't remember who, and it was pissing me off. Then today at lunch it hit me, but only after the two of them were standing together, with their arms around each other. Ryan Klein, that's it. They act so much alike it isn't even funny. I can't hardly say anything bad about either one of them, because their egos are both bigger than Rhode Island, and they each could have their own fan clubs, because everybody loves them, and you're considered a bad person if you disagree.

I learned that today. I was just telling Dan about something, not even related to Mike, but Gentry out of nowhere starts yelling at me because Mike isn't a bad person, he's practically God, and I'm scary, he's afraid that one day when he gets out of the shower I'll be in his closet. I swear to fucking bob that if I hear that sentence one more time, I will hurt SOMEBODY, I don't care who. Why the fuck would I want to see Mike getting out of the shower? Why the fuck would I want to be at Mike's house? Why the fuck would I even want to breathe the same air that he does? I DON'T. FUCK.

I really find this unfair. I took the time and effort to get over him, to see him for who he really was, and to let go of the person he used to be. I took the time to get over him, so why can't everybody else? I haven't liked him for 2 months and this is STILL going on...I don't understand why either. Last time I checked Mike wanted this all over with, and to just move on.......so why isn't he doing that? Boys just downright piss me off, you never know how they really feel and they're hardly ever personable with you. It's so abnormal to find a guy, even as a friend, who will let you know how they feel about something. I don't mean about music, or art, but emotionally, deeper than material things. Ugh...

venting is over for today. If I said something offensive, don't worry. I probably won't mean this within 2 weeks anyways. I'm just in a really shitty mood and I needed to vent somewhere. Less people read this, so I figure I'm almost safe.
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