Apr 07, 2005 01:04
Ahh gosh, what to say. Man. Philip has been gone for about 5 days now and I thought it was going to be painful, but so far it has been rewarding. Some time apart has been great for us, yea, we don't talk to much on the phone, but I have spent a lot of time with my family and friends. Which, now I realize why I stopped hanging out with them so much. Because a whole lot of fun the first few tims, but after that, they start to annoy me. Things about them bug the shit out of me. So i always need a break, but then afterwards, i am fine. ONly certain friends though. But ne ways. Work still sucks. I was looking back at some entries, man...this whole journal thing use to be a lot more fun, but not now. It seems so played out, just like MYspace. But i thought I say something. Journals are like here just so people who have nothing better to do can spill what they did that day or planned on doing, or how they feel at that moment. BORING> even though I am doing the same thing right now. I mean, when you're 25 yrs old, are you same people gonna be doing this? I hope not. That's sad. I mean, this is just part of all the dumb High School Bullshit! I am so tired of the High school scene, it's depressing. Only 3 more months. And it's over with, we can all grow up and move on from all the crap. But of course, there will be some who wont be able to give it all up. I know who some of you are, but hey, whatever, live your life the same forever. Never grow up, move to Neverland. Which would be kinda cool, but not. Ne ways, i may sound like a bitch, but I'm just tired of all the trendy shit, scene kids, drama makers, gossipers, wannabes, everything n anything to do with High school. Move on, and hopefully grow out of it all.