boooo.
I want to be home. RIGHT NOW. just in case you were wondering. i've been pretty happy here, but this last week has been hell. for the most part even when i'm with people, i feel a little lonely. especially cause i seem to have found a lot of the people who "only make fun of the people they like" so i get made fun of a lot, which is normally fine, cause i'm used to it, but i miss people who don't do that and people who i can just sit with and talk about life and i don't have to be funny or they don't have to crack a joke every other sentence. yes, i'm boring. whatever. and to top it all off its raining. makes me want to put on some depressing music and curl into bed until monday gets here. gotta study instead. which i'm obviously doing so well right now. grrrr. i really need some nonrugby friends here who don't play and who aren't like best friends with someone on the team already. the team is so gossip hungry and its really hard to get away from that, i don't know. i'm just used to having multiple groups of friends that i could kind of bounce around from one group to the other, and while it had its problems at times, it was waaaay better than just having one massive consolidated group of friends. especially since if you ever really pissed someone off, then you'd probably have some of your other friends mad at you cause they know the first person better. ugh. home, where are you?