Mar 06, 2007 00:24
So what do you do when you want to save someone...but you really can't because of something else?
You know that they're going to crash...because they don't know what they should/need to know. Everyone else knows the truth, but this one person is oblivious.
You know that the person is in denial...and you want to end their misery once and for all...but you can't because you want your words to actually mean something.
So instead, you just stay quiet. You hope to god that this person will be okay when he/she realize what is right in front of his/her eyes.
Perhaps it gives the impression that I just don't care anymore, and maybe that's for the best. I can't do anything anyways. I'm already too involved.
Track is starting up soon. I don't even know if I'll actually do it. I want to, but I dunno. I'd at least be able to talk to Jamie, Katie, and Erin again...and maybe Lydia.
It feels like I've wandered so far from who I used to be. I used to care so much about school; now I don't. We'll see.
There's too much going on. Drama everywhere. The only place that's safe is work...and even then there's always a little bit of drama. Someone's on the verge of losing her kid...
I want to find a loophole to the promise I made...but I can't.