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Mar 19, 2008 17:19

My dad is such an asshole. I can't stand the man...all he ever does is bitch about women, blacks, and fags. He is constantly cussing in traffic, constantly screaming about things that are of absolutely zero importance, and consstantly moaning about his aches and his pains. He sits around and watches the news all fricken day and in many ways I think ( Read more... )

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datamoon March 20 2008, 15:04:48 UTC
i dont think ppl always give up on you, i know i never did. i know that you sometimes burn bridges & you definately frustrate the hell out of your friends. before we starting hanging out i knew full well you were an alcoholic, when we were together i had no illusions about you. you are often credited w/being the only person who ever fully accepted me, past, present, stupid things i say, being embarrassing or argumentative, & being totally weird, & you never told me that i was weird or strange. why would i ever give up on that? that's unconditional love that most ppl can never expect--to have or acheive. i'm not even sure if its harder to love the way you do, or to find someone who can love you like that.

anyway, it was just in loving you, & having such a jem of a friend, that it was hard to watch you destroy yourself. i decided i could be a friend, but i couldnt support that. i will always be your friend, & do what i can to help you be more productive in life & treat yourself better. youre on your own for the self destruction [you dont need any help in that]. but i'm always there for you babe

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crazo March 22 2008, 21:01:25 UTC
Oh I agree with you all the way. I don't need anybody claiming to be a friend who contributes to my ever so fucked up lifestyle. However, and not that it matters...I don't use drugs anymore...and haven't for quite some while. Of course I'm still a raving drunk...and always will be I suppose. I miss you, I love you, ...your such a coool chicky. Maybe I'll move back to ABQ someday...not shure yet.

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datamoon March 26 2008, 22:17:10 UTC
i'm glad youre off the drugs. those did the worst to you. i'm not fond of the alcohol either, you could do more in your life if you werent so dependent upon it, but i suppose you dont mind so much. you dont necessarily need to move back, but it would be nice to visit w/you sometime. i love you gabey. you still in seattle or somethin like that?

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crazo March 27 2008, 22:36:39 UTC
I moved out of Seattle about aa month ago (or so). I'm back in fourth between Joplin,MO., and Pittsburgh, KS. >:)

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datamoon March 27 2008, 23:47:59 UTC
awesome, what are you doing there?

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crazo March 28 2008, 19:48:21 UTC
I'm currently working two jobs.
Job A.) I'm a server at a resteraunt.
Job B.) I'm doing political surveys on the telephone for a research call center.

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datamoon March 28 2008, 23:22:40 UTC
sweet maybe youll call me sometime & i'll tell you my political views. my life is crappy, i really want it to end. i cant see any point in it right now. i just wanted you to know. what do you think i should do?

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