Hiding from the men in the white coats.

[crazmom]

Life is getting soooooooo Strange. I don't feel up to explaining it right now. I called My Doc. today to ask him to renew my ativan prescription I need it. I am sure there is nothing that I can't get through with Jesus and massive amounts ofpharmaceuticals. One of the many ways I know Jesus loves me is he gave men the smarts to make the stuff.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

xxxx and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane