when can there be a time where i dont have to cry over something..?
well today was giant stadium..saw carys on friday n she came today 2, n tam tam..thats all i saw...the show pretty much was..good, but i thought it was crap cause once again i dropped..n it seemed lyk everything, the only thing i nailed was my trick n back hand..n 2 others but i dropped n it sucked, n i cried..when i mean cried i cried..n i was also mad cause of other stuff, n im not going to put the mb down cause the show was pretty good, but this happens EVERY championships, i get siked out, idk..mayb i shouldnt spin champs show, even thats stupid, cause i mean it is hard enought to watch the other shows, even with a smile on my face. i guess im good at hiding stuff..n mayb i should write a sign that no1 can get mad at me or yell at me championship day, even if ur joking, cause usually the day starts of ok n then, for me, gets worse..again not putting ne1 down, its just wat it seems to me n on my behalf..idk..i was seconds away from giving up, but it was hard for me not to...i hope things start getting better..i really do