WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!!
I'm not sure exactly why but I'm just feeling been feeling so stressed today. So much so that I'm half tempted to go to my room right now and cry.
I pulled my first shift doing the permanent Saturday shift thing today. It kinda sucked. It was insanely busy, though that did make the day seem to go by fast.
I think that my new living situation may be affecting my attitude. I'm finding it difficult to be around one of my house mates for more than an hour or so at a time. I also find myself annoyed by one of my other roommates a fair amount, and the little dog too. I've been told by the_lonely_man and I've had it confirmed by seriphina that I've had a much sharper tongue as of late. I was told the same thing today by my assistant manager just after saying something about one of my co-workers. After getting home today the first thing I did really was to snap at the dog. Then thorak26 snapped at me for snapping at the dog. After that and a couple more things I had to go to my room and chill for about 20 minutes so I didn't bite off his fucking head. I was about to.
I spent about half the night looking for my damned fucking Windows XP disc, I've really no clue where it went to so I've been unable to reformat my fucking hard drive.
For the past 2 or 3 hours I've been trying to figure out fucking PHP, MySQL, JavaScript, and HTML and how to put them together. It hasn't been going well but I'm closer to getting everything together than I was 2 or 3 hours ago.
I really want to hit something. I suppose Paul is lucky he's in his room asleep or it would probably be him.
I may have to move out when the 6 month lease is up. We'll see. It depends on how things go over the next 4.5 months.
August. I only have to be here till fucking August.
Oh. And Fuck you.
EDIT: I apologize for that last line. I'm going to go to my room and probably cry myself to sleep now. Goodnight.
I pulled my first shift doing the permanent Saturday shift thing today. It kinda sucked. It was insanely busy, though that did make the day seem to go by fast.
I think that my new living situation may be affecting my attitude. I'm finding it difficult to be around one of my house mates for more than an hour or so at a time. I also find myself annoyed by one of my other roommates a fair amount, and the little dog too. I've been told by the_lonely_man and I've had it confirmed by seriphina that I've had a much sharper tongue as of late. I was told the same thing today by my assistant manager just after saying something about one of my co-workers. After getting home today the first thing I did really was to snap at the dog. Then thorak26 snapped at me for snapping at the dog. After that and a couple more things I had to go to my room and chill for about 20 minutes so I didn't bite off his fucking head. I was about to.
I spent about half the night looking for my damned fucking Windows XP disc, I've really no clue where it went to so I've been unable to reformat my fucking hard drive.
For the past 2 or 3 hours I've been trying to figure out fucking PHP, MySQL, JavaScript, and HTML and how to put them together. It hasn't been going well but I'm closer to getting everything together than I was 2 or 3 hours ago.
I really want to hit something. I suppose Paul is lucky he's in his room asleep or it would probably be him.
I may have to move out when the 6 month lease is up. We'll see. It depends on how things go over the next 4.5 months.
August. I only have to be here till fucking August.
Oh. And Fuck you.
EDIT: I apologize for that last line. I'm going to go to my room and probably cry myself to sleep now. Goodnight.