I need a fucking cigarette
I had this looong ass entry writing and my aol fucked up.
well i'll sum it up.
This might be it for a while guys tomarrow I have to be out. I still don't know where I am going.
To my real life friends: Guy do you know ANYONE who will take in one of the cats? If I find 5 people to each watch one we won't have to give them to a shelter and we won't have to put Cassi and China Rose to sleep. They are such nice cats and low maitenence.
I just had like a page long update written about this.
but heres the cdeal with the cats: If we go stay with Greg he will only let us stay if we get rid of the cats. Cassi and China Rose (whom ive had as long as I can remember) will have to be put to sleep because they will literally end up getting scared to death. Id rather have them die in their due time happy. Like Duke did. I still cry when I think of him and he died 3 years ago. But if we find someone to watch the other ones, hell probably let them stay.
If we can stay with Bill he will let them stay but he is a horrible person and neither of us want to stay with him.
But if we do go to Greg's then i will have to leave with the baby when she is born.
Please guys help me with finding someone to watch them? I can't deal with loosing them, I have been crying all day abotu it.
well i'll sum it up.
This might be it for a while guys tomarrow I have to be out. I still don't know where I am going.
To my real life friends: Guy do you know ANYONE who will take in one of the cats? If I find 5 people to each watch one we won't have to give them to a shelter and we won't have to put Cassi and China Rose to sleep. They are such nice cats and low maitenence.
I just had like a page long update written about this.
but heres the cdeal with the cats: If we go stay with Greg he will only let us stay if we get rid of the cats. Cassi and China Rose (whom ive had as long as I can remember) will have to be put to sleep because they will literally end up getting scared to death. Id rather have them die in their due time happy. Like Duke did. I still cry when I think of him and he died 3 years ago. But if we find someone to watch the other ones, hell probably let them stay.
If we can stay with Bill he will let them stay but he is a horrible person and neither of us want to stay with him.
But if we do go to Greg's then i will have to leave with the baby when she is born.
Please guys help me with finding someone to watch them? I can't deal with loosing them, I have been crying all day abotu it.