today started out great. i woke up ready for a great day with my gangstaas, but i started coughing like crazy. it wasnt just a normal cough, but one that sounded like a dying seal. my mom wouldnt let me leave the house unless it was to go to the doctor cuz she has bronchitis, so she thinks i have it too. bronchitis is really contagious, so im glad i didnt go w/ the gangstaas. i dont want to get them sick. i didnt really feel that sick at all, so i made a fuss about not being able to go, and started crying [who me? cry? ha! lol] and then all of a sudden i was coughing so much that i couldnt catch my breath.. it was a lil scary. we went to the doctor and waited there for about an hour until we were called into that tiny room. then we waited another half an hour just to find out that i dont have bronchitis yet, but i could get it soon if i dont take any antibiotics. so she perscribed me some and i still feel a lil short of breath. hm. whatever.
so anyway, after my mother and i picked up my medicine, we went to the diner for lunch and had a nice long talk. i love when it's just me and my mother. shes so much fun to talk to. i feel like i can tell her almost anything. its so nice to be able to talk to my mother about my love life, and ask her for her advice and opinions. last year it would have been out of the question becuase of the whole hechler thing. but im so glad we're both over that and we're closer than ever. i dont know what i would do without my mom. honestly, she has been there for me for so much.. no matter how much she pisses me off sometimes and no matter how much she yells and screams and punishes me for the stupid things i do, i know its for the best, and im thankful for that. i've really been thinking lately, and i've kind of realized whats important in life. yeeah ok im getting a lil sappy here so im just gonna go back to telling everyone about my day with mommy.
we went to hollywood video and got the movie "under the tuscan sun" oh man what a movie. not as good as radio or forrest gump [of course] but it was still pretty good. i love romantic movies. ahhhh im hopeless lol. well, i hope i feel better tomorrow cuz im going to do a lot of work and im gonna start studying. i think i should start paying more attention to my schoolwork than to my computer, so if i dont have as many entries as i usually do, sorry, but duty calls. =) time to do my SAT work. Caio!
lettykins<3