Epiphany? Or just my brain functioning during break?
WOW. As much as I'll probably get on some people's nerves by saying this, I've just gotta say it.
I love my life.
Seriously. What else could I possibly want or even need? I've got a great family who, as crazy as they are and sometimes we get in heated arguments, they're always there for me and they do actually love and support me. haha. I go to like the best f'in school in the world! BSA kicks butt like mad! ^_^ I have the best ensemble and friends I could ever ask for. I mean, they showed me what true friendship is. They showed me real love, and appreciation, and all those things that I thought I had but found I only just received since the 9th grade. I have an amazing boyfriend who's just....amazing..... and I totally love him *like mad*. O! And my teachers kick butt too. I mean, I can even actually love Ms. Turner believe that or not. Hahaha's.
No matter how many times I get mad or frustrated or feel like I mean nothing or my life is nothing, I have something to bring me back to the truth of it all. Life is good. My family is good. My ensemble and friends are good. My boyfriend is good. My belief system, morals, and religion is good. Even I am good.
New Year is coming. I hope everyone has a good one. I'm frightened of it though. Many things come in 2007 that I feel I'm not ready for. I guess all I *or anyone else for that matter* can do is face it head on and approach 2007 and whatever follows it with confidence and trust in not only themselves, but those around them. Yes my "dawlins'" I'm here for y'all. And I know y'all are here for me.
Trust in what you have.
It's better than you think.
I love my life.
Seriously. What else could I possibly want or even need? I've got a great family who, as crazy as they are and sometimes we get in heated arguments, they're always there for me and they do actually love and support me. haha. I go to like the best f'in school in the world! BSA kicks butt like mad! ^_^ I have the best ensemble and friends I could ever ask for. I mean, they showed me what true friendship is. They showed me real love, and appreciation, and all those things that I thought I had but found I only just received since the 9th grade. I have an amazing boyfriend who's just....amazing..... and I totally love him *like mad*. O! And my teachers kick butt too. I mean, I can even actually love Ms. Turner believe that or not. Hahaha's.
No matter how many times I get mad or frustrated or feel like I mean nothing or my life is nothing, I have something to bring me back to the truth of it all. Life is good. My family is good. My ensemble and friends are good. My boyfriend is good. My belief system, morals, and religion is good. Even I am good.
New Year is coming. I hope everyone has a good one. I'm frightened of it though. Many things come in 2007 that I feel I'm not ready for. I guess all I *or anyone else for that matter* can do is face it head on and approach 2007 and whatever follows it with confidence and trust in not only themselves, but those around them. Yes my "dawlins'" I'm here for y'all. And I know y'all are here for me.
Trust in what you have.
It's better than you think.