*yawn*
It was a long weekend. I'm looking forward to going home at just relaxing. I'm tired of school work. I need a break. I miss my family. I miss my life before I went to school, and I miss you. It's never going to be the way it was, it's never going to be the way I wish it was. I want to be friends, but you want even give me the light of day. When people say that you can't be friends after you break up with someone, it's a lie. If you care alot about the other person and are afraid to lose a great friendship than you will be friends, but nope. When one person could care less, its not going to work. I on the other hand care too much about him, and I should just forget him, because he isn't worth any of my thoughts. It's not worth contemplating about all the time. It's not worth the jealousness. I hate knowing that he found someone to replace me. It sucks. This weekend was pretty cool. I hung out with some friends Friday and Saturday night. Good times. I had a blast. Some people were supposed to visit me basically everyday this weekend (Fri-Sunday) but nope... once again my plans fell through for everyday. I'm tired of being optimistic about those type of situations. I'm sticking to being pessimistic about everything. It doesn't disappointment me when I don't get what I wanted.
This week we don't have school Wednesday which is excellent. My mommy and grandma are coming to visit me for a few hours. Should be fun. My grandma wants to see the campus, so we are going to show her around.
This Friday I'm going to meet this guy. He's kinda cute which is cool. So yeah I'm excited about that. As for this weekend, I think that I might stay here Friday night, and since I have a game Saturday morning, I'm going to drive to MA with the team, I'll bring my car, and bring some stuff back to Marlborough. School is almost over, thank god! I hope my friend comes to the game Saturday because he owes me big time for everything.
I have to go visit someone sometime to get back somethings. He has some stuff that I want back, so I'm just going to get it. Unless he is a man and decides to bring them to me. So yea we will soon figure out. Right now he is acting like an immature butt hole but yeah what else is new.
This week we don't have school Wednesday which is excellent. My mommy and grandma are coming to visit me for a few hours. Should be fun. My grandma wants to see the campus, so we are going to show her around.
This Friday I'm going to meet this guy. He's kinda cute which is cool. So yeah I'm excited about that. As for this weekend, I think that I might stay here Friday night, and since I have a game Saturday morning, I'm going to drive to MA with the team, I'll bring my car, and bring some stuff back to Marlborough. School is almost over, thank god! I hope my friend comes to the game Saturday because he owes me big time for everything.
I have to go visit someone sometime to get back somethings. He has some stuff that I want back, so I'm just going to get it. Unless he is a man and decides to bring them to me. So yea we will soon figure out. Right now he is acting like an immature butt hole but yeah what else is new.