wow.everything changes..
hey so long since i've written in here..havent been on the comp. in awhile i guess--well..let's just say that this has to be one of the most hardest and longest weeks in my life!! this past week everything has been changing for me..things just aren't the same..people just aren't the same..and it's been taking me awhile to realize this..my
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first off - i want to say thanks to all of you girls for helping me out and actually taking the time to give me good advice!* and secondly..joce that meant alot to me what you had to say..b/c honestly i didn't look at it from that perspective..i am so glad that you brought all that to my attention..and yeah i wish things were diff. but now im happy knowing that i have changed him in some sort of a way..i just hope now that he doesn't go back to his "old ways" lol..and really i'm just amazed at everything..i think i am still in somewhat of a shock..im just feeling like im missing my other half..basically..and it sucks for right now..but like i said before im a believer that if its meant to be it will all work out in the end..i just still want him as one of my best guy friends..and joce im sure greg told you how me and him are now..like we are just good friends and im thankful cuz he was just another "chapter in my life" too lol..but yeah i don't know..i just have so much stuff running thru my mind..but i def. want to say THANKS so much b.c all of this advice is helping me stay strong and like not give in to wanting to plead my way back to him..but i'll update you all and tell you what happens..once again THANKS <3333*
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