can pick me up toniiight?...take me anywhere you like...

[crazii_beautful]

..im never really happy anymore. i try but no matter what i do nothing ever makes me happy. its pretty damn sad that i feel so empty inside when i have so much. sooo many ppl have it to much worese that me and all i can think about is myself. im such a fucking bitch and i hate it.
i really miss my grandma. its fuckin insanely sad that its just starting to hit me that shes never coming back. i never got to say goodbye or anything. ive havent been the same since it happened. i know i havent really acted that different than my normal weird self but i havent felt the same since it happened. its soo ironic that one dya everything is soo perfect and the next day your whole world is falling apart right infront of your eyes and you cant do one fucking thing to stop it.
ahhh alright me and my emo self are done. haha

this friday is gunna be the shit...i cant wait.