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So im through. And through for real this time. Truthfully ive gone thorugh enough pain and heartbreak to give up and not deal with trying to hold on to things anymore between us. Everything, I know its all gone. And that’s the way you want it you’ve made that pretty damn clear. And what could have been or what would have happened if we didn’t give up on each other. If it was the “closest thing you felt to love” then you would not go throw it away like you did. It was all talk. I always told you you were eloquent.
I don’t take back anything I said. If you can’t handle me at my worst then seriously fuck you, you don’t deserve me at my best. You always had an excuse for everything. Every reason why you didn’t want to be with me . camp. New school . distance( there really isn’t any at all) im sorry if you seee it that way. And Everything + some. And I seriously think if all those reasons were gonee you wouldn’t have anything and would have to make a new excuse up. I don’t know why I didn’t see it then. You bullshitted me in to your heart. There was no way we were ever going to be together
Oh and then you blame everything on me. IF YOU CARED HAVE AS MUCH YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED TO BE WITH AND THEN I WOULDN’T HAVE DONE WHAT I DID . I had a right to go away and have a boyfriend, truthfully I did, you didn’t want to ask me out or anything. Cause lets revert back to the excuses. You had one for everything. So I should just be single forever cause it was never right for you. Okay, word. And its not like I did it to hurt you I did it cause I loved everything you were saying and everything we had. And I faced reality that it was all fake the letters. The messages, everything. Maybe it was what it was back then, but now. Looking back feelings just don’t change like woah all of a sudden. Infatuation is one thing
And plus it was all a big game to begin with. For the both of us. I don’t know why I thought maybe things would work out.just maybe. So last week I was thinking I could get everything back. It ended in a fight. You blocked me. Pretty immature don’t you think? And now well now . im over it. And I know I am this time. The Friendship everything is gone. I worked for it back. You didn’t do anything or want it back at all. So I hope you realize one day that me at my worst isn’t anything compared to what you might go through with other people. Have a fun life.kthanksBYE =)
I don’t take back anything I said. If you can’t handle me at my worst then seriously fuck you, you don’t deserve me at my best. You always had an excuse for everything. Every reason why you didn’t want to be with me . camp. New school . distance( there really isn’t any at all) im sorry if you seee it that way. And Everything + some. And I seriously think if all those reasons were gonee you wouldn’t have anything and would have to make a new excuse up. I don’t know why I didn’t see it then. You bullshitted me in to your heart. There was no way we were ever going to be together
Oh and then you blame everything on me. IF YOU CARED HAVE AS MUCH YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED TO BE WITH AND THEN I WOULDN’T HAVE DONE WHAT I DID . I had a right to go away and have a boyfriend, truthfully I did, you didn’t want to ask me out or anything. Cause lets revert back to the excuses. You had one for everything. So I should just be single forever cause it was never right for you. Okay, word. And its not like I did it to hurt you I did it cause I loved everything you were saying and everything we had. And I faced reality that it was all fake the letters. The messages, everything. Maybe it was what it was back then, but now. Looking back feelings just don’t change like woah all of a sudden. Infatuation is one thing
And plus it was all a big game to begin with. For the both of us. I don’t know why I thought maybe things would work out.just maybe. So last week I was thinking I could get everything back. It ended in a fight. You blocked me. Pretty immature don’t you think? And now well now . im over it. And I know I am this time. The Friendship everything is gone. I worked for it back. You didn’t do anything or want it back at all. So I hope you realize one day that me at my worst isn’t anything compared to what you might go through with other people. Have a fun life.kthanksBYE =)