fuked up shit
so this summer. fuking amazing so far. DT alot.. n partys at dereks. i love going there they are all amazing. like my big brothers.. but not so much cuz itz like a flirty place. ha. sex. drugs. drinking and passing out at dereks. going to work. to start it all over agian- thats my summer. haha. but im glad i met the bois- i feel like ive known then fukin foreva and itz been like a week n a half. ha this guy Dexter we hang w/.. i donno- we 'like' eachother i guess. i mean i like him.. n he likes me. it was too cute- we were at dereks n he was leaving n he was like i gotta ?.. u gonna mess around w/ ne of the guyz in there (this was like the first feew days we started liking eachother) n was like.. no i dont want to. n he was like i dont wanna mess w/ ne girls either. n i dono- mark was like damn.. dex said that- he must like u. n then i hung w/ him like every day- but now he doesn't call as much n shit and im not gonna be a lame and be like why dont u call? cuz that shits annoyin. but i dono- im scared he is loosing interest- but when we do talk/ hang out itz amazing. :) so i donno. we'll see how shit goes. but im tired as fuk. need to sleep - im actually at home tonight. ha. but summer.. is gonna kick ass!! :-*
<3.MeLi
<3.MeLi