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I didn't go to school today.
Well, I did, and then my mother picked me up
in 2nd hour..
I feel really sick.
But you know what I realized?
I shouldn`t be complaining.
When I came home today,
all I could think about
was how weird it is going to be
to never be able to talk to Tom again.
I just started crying and crying thinking about it
How strange that I never thought
that the last time I spoke to him
was the last time we'd ever speak again
Today was his funeral
and I couldn`t go..
but I still know I really cared about him
as a lot of people did
because the truth is,
he was a good person
and im not just saying this just cause he passed away,
cause even wen he was here,
even my mother loved the boy..
It's kinda weird cause you would think
that I should be crying because of Oscar
but really, I just re-read the note I wrote him
when I was mad, after we broke up
and I understand why I was crying for Tom today
and not for Oscar..
I miss Tom already,
and it's only been 5 days..
RIP ♥Tom :: 8/5/87 - 5/4/05
Well, I did, and then my mother picked me up
in 2nd hour..
I feel really sick.
But you know what I realized?
I shouldn`t be complaining.
When I came home today,
all I could think about
was how weird it is going to be
to never be able to talk to Tom again.
I just started crying and crying thinking about it
How strange that I never thought
that the last time I spoke to him
was the last time we'd ever speak again
Today was his funeral
and I couldn`t go..
but I still know I really cared about him
as a lot of people did
because the truth is,
he was a good person
and im not just saying this just cause he passed away,
cause even wen he was here,
even my mother loved the boy..
It's kinda weird cause you would think
that I should be crying because of Oscar
but really, I just re-read the note I wrote him
when I was mad, after we broke up
and I understand why I was crying for Tom today
and not for Oscar..
I miss Tom already,
and it's only been 5 days..
RIP ♥Tom :: 8/5/87 - 5/4/05