i just want you here with me...
i just lost my entire entry because my computer is fucking gay. basically to sum things up: i miss drew jacob and peter favreau and brad fack more than anything... and i miss hanging out with my wifeys... and i want paul ferro more than i can tell him... and i love paul chung and nicole foley for always being there for me... and i love jessica ann quick just cuz i do... and life is weird right now and i don't have much to say because not much has happened and i don't know if i'm happy or sad or what.
music is my soul... the other day i found a cd that i had burned like, 2 years ago... and it was all my old favorite songs and i just played it and laid on the floor and let myself remember things... and how much life has changed. and ironically enough, after thinking about freshman year, i got online and jason schnell IMed me... my first boyfriend in high school. we broke up on bad terms and he moved away... and last night he apologized to me and we talked a while about things in life and how much we've changed and how much we've learned from people... it was amazing to talk to him again.
you can put a light in the dark, but you can't put a dark in the light.