is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
isn't it amazing how a simple electronic device that generates no comforting abilities can become more important to someone than the person that has been there for them through so much?
haven't updated in a while because school is a butt and devoured my life. people are starting to d r i f t. relationships dwindling. and others being born...
youth group wasn't the success i had hoped on, but it still went alright.
people need to grow up. GROW UP. my classes drive me insane because of the ridiculous superflous comments that have no relevance to class whatsoever, and the immaturity levels of some people seem to be rising instead of diminishing. i'm scared to know i am driving on the same roads with some of these people; if their attention span in class is that short than God knows what the hell they are doing on the road.
sleep is good. my body hurts. so does my brain.
i'm beginning to understand the reasons i am here... the reasons high school exists. i am learning the lessons... realizing how life is constantly changing, and the best thing that we can do for ourselves is adjust to the changes. life isn't about turning around and going back the way you came from; it's about moving on, despite mistakes and failures, and pushing yourself to limits, whether you think you can succeed or not. cuz chances are you won't always do so. i'm understanding that. it's all a process... it's all a means to an end.
i'm going to try to learn for learning's sake. what's the point of acing thru grade school to get to a good college, acing thru college to get a good job, acing thru work to get good money, spending your money on cheap pleasures that will belong to someone else after you die, and lying on your death bed wondering what life would have been like if you lived it not to advance in society's midsts, but to advance on a personal level?
things need to change around here.