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...it has begun...the infamous livejournal way of writing...I almost feel like I'm cheating on xanga...an affair with the enemy. Hehehe...how superb! I think I'll start saying that from now on...just like instead of "sweeet!" I'm going to start saying "saaltay!!" or spicy...then there's tangy and there's always crunchy...I'm craving a lemon/cajun chicken dish from red lobster. With all the fresh veggies and those cute little crispy chips next to the really rich mashed potatoes....oooohh...alas, i have school food awaiting me in about two hours.
Had an interesting conversation last night...with a certain hippie...about a certain situation that has been "confusing" him since a long time ago. I know what he's talking about, but I'm making him tell me himself..outright...without being a chicken...that is, if he really cares enough. Then again, he could choose to remain loyal to his friend-which would be fine, but that friendship hasnt existed long at all...so does that mean he'd put it last?
I"m thinking about helping out at bethlehem walk anyways...ben found me today and asked if i was still doing it...i wasn't going to because they dont need more people, but then he said, "well i wanted you to go anyways"...hmmm is the boy really really opening up now?
I dont think i deserve to be in a relationship...not unless I'm really sure about someone...and there are so many someone's making me consider my sureness right now...oh brother...i'd like one of those, then i could talk to him at home instead of myself while mom's mad at me.
^reading back through that....::what a train of thought...actually, what a train wreck:: ::deep breath...venting breath...:: and i'm out
Had an interesting conversation last night...with a certain hippie...about a certain situation that has been "confusing" him since a long time ago. I know what he's talking about, but I'm making him tell me himself..outright...without being a chicken...that is, if he really cares enough. Then again, he could choose to remain loyal to his friend-which would be fine, but that friendship hasnt existed long at all...so does that mean he'd put it last?
I"m thinking about helping out at bethlehem walk anyways...ben found me today and asked if i was still doing it...i wasn't going to because they dont need more people, but then he said, "well i wanted you to go anyways"...hmmm is the boy really really opening up now?
I dont think i deserve to be in a relationship...not unless I'm really sure about someone...and there are so many someone's making me consider my sureness right now...oh brother...i'd like one of those, then i could talk to him at home instead of myself while mom's mad at me.
^reading back through that....::what a train of thought...actually, what a train wreck:: ::deep breath...venting breath...:: and i'm out