Where do i begin
Life just seems so full of disappointment and pain but yet we all know this and still get upset when it happens to us. I dont understand exactly why we do this but everyone does. I've done plenty of fucked up things in my life but I'm not sure I always deserve what's handed to me. I'm sure in some twisted way I deserve what I get but I jus wish I knew why. Life would be so much easier if someone could explain to us why all the shitty stuff happens to us.
Everyone may think I'm crazy but I'm jus being me. I sit and think about all the pain my friends go thru an how I'm always putting my problems on them but their problems could be worse. We never really consider other people's feelings because we are never put into that type of perdicament. In the end they say that everything happens for a good reason but I still dont understand that. What good could come of my friend havin a baby an it dying an hour later, what good could come of my brother having crohn's disease, what good could come of my other friend beong raped by her dad at an early age? I dont understand these things.. and like I said, maybe it would be easier if we had someone to explain these things to me.....
Everyone may think I'm crazy but I'm jus being me. I sit and think about all the pain my friends go thru an how I'm always putting my problems on them but their problems could be worse. We never really consider other people's feelings because we are never put into that type of perdicament. In the end they say that everything happens for a good reason but I still dont understand that. What good could come of my friend havin a baby an it dying an hour later, what good could come of my brother having crohn's disease, what good could come of my other friend beong raped by her dad at an early age? I dont understand these things.. and like I said, maybe it would be easier if we had someone to explain these things to me.....