... drowning in my tear ...
life just absolutly sux right now..
im loosing my best friend..
and the guy i like is just being weird..
im like about to cry becuz me an courtney barely talk to each other anymore..
its killing me inside becuz we used to do almost everything together..
and for some reason i feel like shes avoiding me..
which make me even more sad..
and as far as this guy that i like..
im not gunna say his name but..
i really like him..
and as far as i kno he said he likes me too..
well this whole guy thing is just confusing so im not even gunna bother going into it..
i feel like im gunna die right now my head hurts so bad..
ive been working my butt off cleaning today..
and another thing..
i went to skateworld last night becuz i heard that everyone was going..
and i went and im sorry to say this but it suxd..
except the part of seeing lindsay and everyone..
i barely talked to anyone tho..
i dunno why i just didnt tho..
i just feel like crying right now..
i am crying now..
life bites sometimes..
bye............... i love you all.. just wished you felt the same about me..