CoMPLiCateD LiFeStYLe
life is soo flippin complicated..
im having guy issues right now..
UGH!
i dont really wanna go thro the WHOLE thing now..
but..
long story short..
im still not qoowhite over my ex..
i thot i was but im not..
i still kinda like this guy at my school..
hes "attempting" to ask me out..
lol..
BUT..
out of all of em i like one the most..
i talked to courtney last night..
to figure this whole thing out..
and i did..
my ex is never gunna take me back..
plus he might go out with my friend..
and thats fine bcuz you kno they will probly last alot longer then me and him did..
and as far the guy at my school..
he always "attempts" but never "does"..
so forget it..
and the guy that i like right now is single but doesnt want a girlfriend as of now..
which i understand cuz im the same way with guys..
i dunno im just..
soooo cunfoooooozed!!
well anywhoooo..
right now im just chillin on the couch typin on the computer..
and later on jp night come over..
he better cuz i cleaned some of the house in exchange for him to come over..
//ok so i made this deal with my mom so jp can come over.. that i would clean some of the house for my mom to pick up jp.. cuz thats the only way jp could get over here is if my mom picked him up.. well anywhoo i clean so he better be able to come.. j.k. he doesnt have to but i hope he can\\
and court might come over..
well more then likely she will..
cuz later on in the day she has to go to the park.. //to meet up with josh\\
which is right down the street from my house..
so it would be easier for her to come over my house..
then walk to the park..
but hang out for a bit b4 she goes..
and i think thats about it..
besides the fact that i have to get ready for school tomoro..
UGH!!
oh well..
just 4 more years of school and then off on my own..
WOOT WOOT!!
i kno im only thinkin of the positive sides to everything after school but so what..
at least im thinking positive and not negative..
lol.. so retarded..
i cant wait to have my own house..
maybe live with a friend or 2..
have a laptop..
and not get yelled at for the things i do on the laptop..
download what ever i want..
stay on as long as i want..
have my own tv..
watch what ever i want..
have a phone.. that i might not use as often..
if i have a cell it might be easier then a house phone..
at least ill never miss a call..
lol..
well..
sorta..
have my own things in my house..
decorate it the way i want it..
have my own pets..
have who ever over when ever i want..
ahhhh...
sounds soo pleasent..
WHOA! side tracked! what was i talking about..
oh yeah..
only 4 more years of school..
not much longer of homework and everything..
only thing i gotta worry about is my job..
and..
making MOOLAA..
igty well im gunna go get ready..
get outta my pjs and into some clothes..
and dos my hair and stuff..
and then probly sit around the house until jp or court is ready to come over..
court could probly come over right now..
if she wanted to but ill wait a lil but..
ighty well BUH-BYE!