ugh i'm so disappointed in myself
oh wow i don't know whats wrong with me i don't believe it!!! I had a chance to talk to Steve today but guess what i didn't what a loser!! omg we were walking out of the school together and we didn't really talk much cuz i didn't know what to say and when i did talk to him it was just stupid babbling i'm usually not like that around guys....but anyways he didn't even wait with me and emily today i think i must of said something wrong i don't know. i hope i didn't ruin my chances with him hes so incredibly cute!! now that i think about it he's probably not even interested i mean just because he talked to me a few imes doens't mean he's interested or anything he probably has a girl friend i wouldn't be suprised if he did.This is pathetic i'm in lust with an adorable stranger. I'm so mad at myself....