Oct 29, 2008 19:04
how is it possible to completly miss an old friend when they treated you like total shit?
you made me feel horrbile for such a long time and you made me hate you. but yet right now im looking through old pictures and its making me really miss you and what we had in a friendship.
you were my very best friend and then you were such a bitch. i dont understand. it would make it so much easier to not miss you if you werent such a huge part of my life. i know nothing will ever be the same, and i dont really want them to be because i know i am a better person now that im not friends with you anymore, but that doesnt mean i dont miss our old friendship and the memories we shared together.
i hope you know what your doing with you life.
"there's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. when things change people change and it doesnt mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting things that wern't meant to be. there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but its not giving up. you got to do what's right for you even if it hurts. i've come to realize that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become..."