so alone
so i dont know whats wrong with me but right now i just cant stop crying. i feel so alone. and unwanted. my mom just brought my brother home. and we hardly even talked. and idk i just feel so distant from my mom. and i miss her a lot. i hardly see her. and right now shes out of a job. and all i do is sit home all day, so you would think shed call me up and want to be with me, her daughter. but no. it was like that for a while. but now all of sudden, not so much. see, tomorrow im supposed to with my mom, but she has her boyfriends family reunion and i dont want to go, so i guess im just goning to go with her for a little while in the morning and be left alone, like always. and i feel like she spends more time with my brother and does more stuff with him. and i just miss what we used to have. everyone just makes me feel like shit and like everything is my fault. i dont even know if what im saying is making any sense. i just feel like shit. and i feel like i have no friends at all.