Depression

[crazibishoujo]

I wish I could tell you all my feelings
I wish I could spill it all out
I feel like I'm drifting away from the world
And yet no one cares...
Most of you probably wont read this
But I don't care anymore
I'm really depressed
And I can't stand it at all
Everything I do and say makes the pain worse
I've never felt this way before
And it sux hardcore
I wish to be alone
But I know that if I was
All I would do is cry
All I do is wake up for a better day
But its never is
Its always the same
I feel like everyone hates me
And as if I hate them all too
Which is unusual because I don't hate anyone
I feel like the world is against me
But I'm sure there are many people who feel this way too
I hate this feeling and I wish for it to go away
I'm loosing all my friends..
If I had many to begin with
I'm not a nice person
I'm horrible and ugly
I wish I could be better for all of your sake
I need to be loved
I want to be wanted
I know how she feels...I feel this way too
Life is difficult
But it will work out
I know this for sure
One day this will all go away
I'll be happy once again
And free of all the pain
I hate this feeling
I don't want to cry about it anymore
I just want it to go away
let the sadness drift away
please...