You are toooo cool for school! come back

Oct 12, 2005 21:26


I remember you walking out our front door to start a new life. You were sooo exited to finaly be leaving for collage. I was really happy for you...we all were. I was sitting in the pool-table room on one of our turning chairs facing you, dad, and the door. I held back from cring untill I could not anymore. It was weird because I would'nt say our relashionship was the best but I just could not even think a single thought about you leaving. To be honest I kinda hated you my whole life. You were PERFECT. I seriously can't remember the last time you got in truble. You always did what Mom and Dad thought was best even if you disagreed. I looked at you and perseved you as a loser (one that does not have a life and only sits in his or her room reading and studing all day). It's not like you didn't have friends, I mean you had like 5 close ones....but you never knew what was going to happen between you guys. I came to our highschool when you were a senior and I would tell people you were my sister...they would tell me they have never heard of you. It was understandable at first but as the year progressed I descovered how amazing a totaly wonderful you are. You found someone who liked you and to whom you liked...you two started dating....you became close with our jewish religion and made MANY friends through temple schooling and activities. We were almost at the end of the school year and it blew me away at how lucky I feel to be your sister. Things that I had imagined would never happen to you did.... and I am sooo proud of you. You got a wonderful sweet caring boyfriend and for once I actualy noticed you were happy! We tackled hard situations over the summer but I know that things would not have been so eaisy if it wern't for you. You are currently attending Oberlin in Ohio and are having a wonderful time. And as I am suck here in boring Temecula with no more sister living at home I am proud and will cherrish our fights, punches, hugs, kisses, and laughs. I truly miss you Jessica. These are just a few pictures I have and look at all the time to remember.

I remember your horrible food making skills but i admire you for always wanted to get better.
I remember your fasination with digital photography
I remember all the times people would tells us we do and don't look alike (sorry for the blurness)
I remember how I asked you if I could do your make-up for your Junior Prom and you said yes but I had to do it before the day of the prom so you could see if you liked it (and I made you up to look like a clown only because I wanted to piss you off)
I remember you family vacations and how you and I would always entertain ourselves by playing weird stupid games (like the starring contests and patty cack games)
I remember how extremely happy you were when you were going to your senior ball with a Date/boyfriend
I remember how absolutly BEAUTIFUL you are
  And I will never forget your beutiful smile!
I know that we amy not be full real sisters and all but I feel so lucky to know you and play a big leading roll in your life. I seriously think I would be like stranded somewhere like in the forest or something if it weren't for you. I don't know! I'm so happy for you and Jermy making it to 6 months and I am happy that you are loving collage life. Yous Beautiful! and I love you with all my HEART. Love, Your little sister Sam A.K.A Mansa
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