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It seems like everything lately has been very stressful..i'm not even doing that much it just seems like i never have any time for myself..it feels like I am constantly either doing homework, at soccer, or trying to make other people happy. I need a break so bad..I can't wait till this weekend..long weekend where i can get my mind off of everything! I am so used to being able to go online whenever I want and talk to people or call people up whenever..but now i can't..i barely ever talk to people online anymore don't really have time for it..and whenever people call i feel so stressed out and i can't concentrate on what i'm doing and i'll be on the phone and just not listen to what they are saying. Soccer has been a handful lately..we don't have practices that often at all or anything but the days i do have practice i don't want to go and i just don't have fun playing anymore..i pretty much can't stand my coach cuz he just gets on my nerves and then some of the girls on the team can be kind of annoying..I don't even know why i am writing all this stuff in this stupid thing but i needed somewhere to put it...I wish i could just settle down and have some fun. Everything that used to be fun doesn't seem fun anymore the people i usually hang out with i get annoyed of easily and i just don't really know how to deal with everything.