summer so far
wow. summer has definitely been one hell of a ride so far. so many things in my life have changed. things that i thought would 'never' change.. boy was i wrong. although i lost something that was so important to me and i THOUGHT i couldn't live without ..i the end I gained something so much better! something or should i say someone who actually cares about me and not just himself. being hurt has taught me so much. i never thought one tiny decision that he made would make me change every feeling i ever had. i never thought that it could change my whole outlook on the relationship that i had.. but most importantly i never thought it would soon introduce me to something so amazing, as a result of what he stated, and wanted. so to YOU, i want to thank you for sending me on my way to a much happier life..because that is what i now have. ive learned not to trust so easy, and not to let my guard down so soon.. but it also showed me that what i had wasn't as great as i thought it was, because now i have something so much better and im not letting go, EVER! besides that ive really enjoyed spending time with margaret and val so far this summer. this past year i really didn't get to spend as much time with them as i'd like too and i regret that so much. but, hey its better now than never. upon graduating highschool about a month ago, i noticed who my real friends are and hmm thats about TWO people. haha, pathetic? no, because they are all I need. alright im just blabbing away and well i'm with him<3.. so bye for now* x0x0