I dont know what to feel
Im depressed as hell right now....My girl who I truly care about at this and wanna be with every waking moment, hasnt been online for a while and the last time I talked to her she said she had a virus...I emailed her, I send her notes on deviant and nothing comes back. God, I feel so worthless and hopeless at the same time cause she lives to fuckin far from me and I cant do a damn thing about it....:( y does it have to b this way, its not fair..I wanna b there by her side, lotsa things r runnin through my mind and its the hurtful things i just dont to image as of now....damn i gotta go I think Im gonna cry just by writing this now...I seriously pray to God shes alright!