tears fall down my cheeks and my hands are damp

May 05, 2005 10:57

everyone keeps asking whats wrong....

sometimes i wish i knew...

this is the reason i feel the way i do last night and this morning

I go to Zellaz track meet...no big deal...i don't tel my parents where i am so, as sydney says i strech the truth...My mom says i lied and well maybe i did...i don't really remember

I just chilled with mike most of the time anyways
I come home...my dad meets me outside says "what do you think you were doing?" i say i went to Zellas track meet" He says " your grounded for the rest of the month" in my mind i'm freaking "ok" was all i could really whisper...i said it twice...and i was in such a state a shock i don't really remember what happened after wards...my mom wouldn't talk to me for the rest of the night..., but she went in my room while i was gone and "cleaned" it, but she left a huge pile of clothes on the side on my room. I got pissed at her for that and she didn't say anything. i called mike and syd to tell them what happened but i still don't know if i really am grounded or not...

This morning was the break through...
mom wakes me up at 5:45 says " rachel clean up those clothes" i don't respond and go back to sleep at 6:00 i wake up and look at my room...i realize something is missing.... My collage and al 120 pictures are gone....I freak look under my bed where i kept the rest of the pics and they are all gone...i can't explain but even though i was just some dumb pictures...a part of me was gone because she took them all 120 of them all which i had spent two days collecting and all of my magazines...
I run downstairs stairs and run outside and this is weird but i look in my trash can

but brb teachers here
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