*breathes out*
Wow... A lot has happened. A lot.
I broke up with Kyle and he was really hurt but in the end it worked out. I tried for a week to kiss me or give me hugs and I had to remind him that we weren't together anymore and that he couldn't do stuff like that anymore. He seemed down for awhile but he got over it. He still wants me and it breaks my heart because I can't do anything because I don't feel for him in that way.
And then my mom still hasn't found a job. She's been jobless since the end of July. We are in deep shit when it comes to money.
And I seem to have fallen into this state of depression after I got home from Honor Choir.
I just have so much going on that I don't know what to do with myself lately. My mom says that I am afraid of success. What? How can someone be afraid of being SUCCESSFUL? I could understand if I was afraid of failure, which I am, but afraid of success?
I just hope that things will get better. Soon.
I broke up with Kyle and he was really hurt but in the end it worked out. I tried for a week to kiss me or give me hugs and I had to remind him that we weren't together anymore and that he couldn't do stuff like that anymore. He seemed down for awhile but he got over it. He still wants me and it breaks my heart because I can't do anything because I don't feel for him in that way.
And then my mom still hasn't found a job. She's been jobless since the end of July. We are in deep shit when it comes to money.
And I seem to have fallen into this state of depression after I got home from Honor Choir.
I just have so much going on that I don't know what to do with myself lately. My mom says that I am afraid of success. What? How can someone be afraid of being SUCCESSFUL? I could understand if I was afraid of failure, which I am, but afraid of success?
I just hope that things will get better. Soon.