Jul 09, 2005 22:44
wow once again...crazy few days!so last nite kt and i were at this party and i was kinda drunkl but then i get a txt msg from david...ghreat! so we start talking and its decided that i was goin to come over that nite and stay there! so kt drove but then i show up and we were kinda talkin and thats all i remember! chad had this whiskey that was as strong as moonshine..they made it themselves..and i had some! he said he had never seen a female ever take a full shot! yep..not until last nite! thats rite..i did!
biggest mistake ever! i had sme more but then after that i cannot remember ANYTHING at all! i have never gotten so drunk that i didnt remember nething! so i wake up and i had thrown up!
so today i asked david if nething happened and he said that chad and i were hanging out that nite! WAT!?!?! how did that happen! i really wanna know wat happened!...this is when it gets good!
so chad had called paul last nite from my fone so paul called me thismoring b/c he had seen that i called him! so it was weird on the fone b/c we were nice and u could tell we wanted to say more but we didnt! so besides the fact that i have been sleeping all day...fell like complete shit...it was like 10:00 pm and i was thinking about calling paul..i had all day! i was goin to apologize about everything so i look at my fone and at it said that he called! at the exact time i was thinking about calling him! he left a voicemail and was like..im sry for bein a dickhead the other nite..i wanted to talk so call me back if u want!
so i called him back and we talked..we both stil have feelings fore achother! we both apologized for the argument the other nite and stuff! he wants to hang out tomorow so we'l se wat happens!
i told kt about this and she said that the other nite after paul and i's argument..she told him how hard its been 4 me to get over him and that i still had feelings for him! he was like" i waNNa go back out w/ her..should i?" and kt was like" go foor it...y not?"
thi has to mean something that we always seem to get back together