Things happen for a reason i suppose
Cara: I need to finish rewriting this paper but I am really not in the mood, I know I always say that but Im just not
Billy: I undersatnd
Cara: I just want to sleep
Billy: go take a nap
Cara:I already did, and my scary dream woke me up
Billy: ohh what happened
Cara:I dunno where I was but I got a phone call and I didn't recognize the number and I was like Hello and all of sudden I heard trucker's voice saying you wanna know why your mom isnt talking to you and hes like you are disrespectful and she hates you and all this stuf and I like yelled at him back no its all your fault and I hate you and then like all of sudden everything just went silent and I woke up
Billy: wow
Cara: yeah
Cara: i was scared
Billy: I bet
Cara: like yesterday my mom left me a nasty vmail and i ended up crying all afternoon now that
Billy: what did she say
Cara: bascially she doesnt want to talk to me ever again because i have hurt her feelings very much and i know how to kick her when shes down because she needs positive calls right now bc she says she needs to take care of herself because no one else does
Billy: oh
Cara: and she says family is the first to kick you when your down
Cara: and she said if she ignores my calls i know why and not to go complaining to everyone like a cry baby because i dont need to bother my aunt or gma
Cara: and she says if not talking to you is going to make me happy thats what i am going to do and i will always be your mother and love you
Cara: because she needs to be happy and stay healthy and apparently i am preventing that
Billy: ohh
Billy: that's all trucker talking
Cara: I know
Cara: but why does it bother me so much
Billy: your mom shouldnt say something like that to you
Cara: yeah no kidding
Cara: shes like you and your sister dont care? but BIlly how was i supposed to know she was in the Er if I didnt call, shes the one who didnt tell me
Billy: I know
Cara: ugh
Billy: its just a bad bad thing
Cara: i know, and i cant do anything
Billy: have you talked to your dad about it
Cara: i called him crying yesterday and hes like shes stupid, and i didnt do anything wrong
Billy: good
Cara: and hes like you know shes not going to answer you so call and be like hey mom i really dont know what i did wrong but I was never disrespectful I am sorry and blah blah
Billy: yea
Cara: yeah
Billy: I'm sorry
Cara: it's okay
Cara: I mean I cant even call my aunt or my grandma bc they will be like why arent you talkin to your mom and ill be a cry baby for telling them
Billy: oh well
Cara: I dont even want to think about the holidays this year
Billy: I wouldnt want to
Cara: yeah
Billy: I undersatnd
Cara: I just want to sleep
Billy: go take a nap
Cara:I already did, and my scary dream woke me up
Billy: ohh what happened
Cara:I dunno where I was but I got a phone call and I didn't recognize the number and I was like Hello and all of sudden I heard trucker's voice saying you wanna know why your mom isnt talking to you and hes like you are disrespectful and she hates you and all this stuf and I like yelled at him back no its all your fault and I hate you and then like all of sudden everything just went silent and I woke up
Billy: wow
Cara: yeah
Cara: i was scared
Billy: I bet
Cara: like yesterday my mom left me a nasty vmail and i ended up crying all afternoon now that
Billy: what did she say
Cara: bascially she doesnt want to talk to me ever again because i have hurt her feelings very much and i know how to kick her when shes down because she needs positive calls right now bc she says she needs to take care of herself because no one else does
Billy: oh
Cara: and she says family is the first to kick you when your down
Cara: and she said if she ignores my calls i know why and not to go complaining to everyone like a cry baby because i dont need to bother my aunt or gma
Cara: and she says if not talking to you is going to make me happy thats what i am going to do and i will always be your mother and love you
Cara: because she needs to be happy and stay healthy and apparently i am preventing that
Billy: ohh
Billy: that's all trucker talking
Cara: I know
Cara: but why does it bother me so much
Billy: your mom shouldnt say something like that to you
Cara: yeah no kidding
Cara: shes like you and your sister dont care? but BIlly how was i supposed to know she was in the Er if I didnt call, shes the one who didnt tell me
Billy: I know
Cara: ugh
Billy: its just a bad bad thing
Cara: i know, and i cant do anything
Billy: have you talked to your dad about it
Cara: i called him crying yesterday and hes like shes stupid, and i didnt do anything wrong
Billy: good
Cara: and hes like you know shes not going to answer you so call and be like hey mom i really dont know what i did wrong but I was never disrespectful I am sorry and blah blah
Billy: yea
Cara: yeah
Billy: I'm sorry
Cara: it's okay
Cara: I mean I cant even call my aunt or my grandma bc they will be like why arent you talkin to your mom and ill be a cry baby for telling them
Billy: oh well
Cara: I dont even want to think about the holidays this year
Billy: I wouldnt want to
Cara: yeah