i hate this
I hate being this confused about something that may haunt me for the rest of my life. I have to make a decision by this afternoon I hope I don't make the wrong one.
To retake my internship, pass it somehow without having the speech class, or just because I have improved, and go onto Block 3 next semester and be a semester behind. or not pass it again and go through all that and end up graduating in may with sociology. Or just not even try to retake it and stay with my classes this semester and hope I didn't make the wrong decision. It has been bothering me for the past 2 days. And when I first found out I could retake it, i wasn't even that happy. my dad told me not to do it because I'll be stressed out although its just one credit its going to be so stressful worrying if i am doing good enough to pass. all my friends think i should retake it because they are giving me the opportunity. i am just so confused what if i make the wrong choice.
could I really handle an internship with 4 classes that have nothing to do with education and an online class starting in october. Who would give me the motivation to stick with it , when I wont even be doing lesson plans with class. will I be spread to far and really lose it. What would have been my reaction if they told me this in July when I was mentally preparing myself for the whole major change. These are questions I ask myself. I just knw I am sick of crying and being confused about this whole ordeal.
hopefully when I go after my 12:30 class I will make the right decision and not have to worry if i made the wrong one.
To retake my internship, pass it somehow without having the speech class, or just because I have improved, and go onto Block 3 next semester and be a semester behind. or not pass it again and go through all that and end up graduating in may with sociology. Or just not even try to retake it and stay with my classes this semester and hope I didn't make the wrong decision. It has been bothering me for the past 2 days. And when I first found out I could retake it, i wasn't even that happy. my dad told me not to do it because I'll be stressed out although its just one credit its going to be so stressful worrying if i am doing good enough to pass. all my friends think i should retake it because they are giving me the opportunity. i am just so confused what if i make the wrong choice.
could I really handle an internship with 4 classes that have nothing to do with education and an online class starting in october. Who would give me the motivation to stick with it , when I wont even be doing lesson plans with class. will I be spread to far and really lose it. What would have been my reaction if they told me this in July when I was mentally preparing myself for the whole major change. These are questions I ask myself. I just knw I am sick of crying and being confused about this whole ordeal.
hopefully when I go after my 12:30 class I will make the right decision and not have to worry if i made the wrong one.