oh my the snow and ice
well to my knowledge i can not remember what they hell I did on friday. i think i came home or something. or did i go to my moms??? yea drugs are bad mmmkkkay! well saturday rolled around and went shoe shoppin and the closest pair i have found so far were at kaufmanns. guess i'll have to go back now.oh did i mention the snow fall up here. yea i was on 376 and i was going 20 mph cause it was soo bad. then it started to rain. not to mention i fell leaving my house. the black and blue mark on my leg looks like shit. oh well.
as i was walkin through the mall i let my mind wander. and i have been thinkin alot. most of it dark. then agian i always think dark. I was really depressed cause my best friend hasn't been in the best of moods recently. i think its wearin off on me. or maybe I am actually just really gettin sick of things. possibly i think i am tired of old friends dickin me off. I can't stand that. people dickin me off. at least have the curtesy to call and say "hey i'm not going out now. "
sunday i spent time with lisa. we went for mad mex and had margeritas!!!!!! i love those things. we chatted and talked for a good while. then we went to dee's. came back to my place bullshitted around the net. talked soem more as well as baked some oatmeal cookies. we then went to bed. we woke up the next day and went to good ole EnP, then back to her house for ON demand Sex in teh City. I cried like a sissy. it was that gut wretchin. so i left her there to mope cause i can only mope soo long. i headed to my grams to eat lasgna! and to finish readin the book i started the night before. I was interrupted cause I got a phone call from a friend on saturday night. and my dumb ass decided to go home and chill with them. black ice had me sking in my car down the hill up on my grams. I NEVER WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN! EVER! that and i feel bad cause Chaos was on the phone with me while the whole thing was happening. I'm not a nice person when situations are out of my control like that.
as i was walkin through the mall i let my mind wander. and i have been thinkin alot. most of it dark. then agian i always think dark. I was really depressed cause my best friend hasn't been in the best of moods recently. i think its wearin off on me. or maybe I am actually just really gettin sick of things. possibly i think i am tired of old friends dickin me off. I can't stand that. people dickin me off. at least have the curtesy to call and say "hey i'm not going out now. "
sunday i spent time with lisa. we went for mad mex and had margeritas!!!!!! i love those things. we chatted and talked for a good while. then we went to dee's. came back to my place bullshitted around the net. talked soem more as well as baked some oatmeal cookies. we then went to bed. we woke up the next day and went to good ole EnP, then back to her house for ON demand Sex in teh City. I cried like a sissy. it was that gut wretchin. so i left her there to mope cause i can only mope soo long. i headed to my grams to eat lasgna! and to finish readin the book i started the night before. I was interrupted cause I got a phone call from a friend on saturday night. and my dumb ass decided to go home and chill with them. black ice had me sking in my car down the hill up on my grams. I NEVER WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN! EVER! that and i feel bad cause Chaos was on the phone with me while the whole thing was happening. I'm not a nice person when situations are out of my control like that.