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so im coming to terms with things that i never thought id actually be able to grasp
for example that life is going to do a complete 180 in the next 3 weeks
and that yes one day i am going to die.
reading books makes you become more accepting of things you never ever wanted to think about.
my concept was death.
i could never think about it, and it was never really going to happen to me
turns out, i got a slap in the face reading this book, and im sort of becoming okay with it.
yes it happens to everyone, and im not the only one out there that is hanging on to my seat when the word comes up in a conversation, or when i am surrounded by it.
ive realized now that its going to be okay.
so im leaving
im starting a new chapter in my life
its going to be amazing
but
i dont want to go
but i know i should
and i dont want to leave you guys behind
for example that life is going to do a complete 180 in the next 3 weeks
and that yes one day i am going to die.
reading books makes you become more accepting of things you never ever wanted to think about.
my concept was death.
i could never think about it, and it was never really going to happen to me
turns out, i got a slap in the face reading this book, and im sort of becoming okay with it.
yes it happens to everyone, and im not the only one out there that is hanging on to my seat when the word comes up in a conversation, or when i am surrounded by it.
ive realized now that its going to be okay.
so im leaving
im starting a new chapter in my life
its going to be amazing
but
i dont want to go
but i know i should
and i dont want to leave you guys behind