my update
yeah ok well i haven't written in here in so long, plus i am having problems finishing my damn english essay. hmm...yeah i am hungry...need dinner! well school is stressing me as always but i want a job and so i have been applying to places, hope i find one soon. i also applied to sfsu for spring of 06 and i got a letter saying i got accepted for next semester, just hoping they don't take it back. i am going to apply for the nursing program there too for fall of 06 but i know i am not gonna get in but i'm appyling for the hell of it. i want to cut my hair sometime before christmas because it is getting long and on my nerves.i still got no guy, probably won't have one ever but lately i care more about improving in school and getting a job because i am broke and i want to buy so much. oh and i want some independence too, maybe it can help me stop being negative, which lately i have been more positive than negative but knowing me i keep going back and forth. well hope all you guys are doing good. xoxoxoxoxoxx♥