why i never post

[crazeehazel]

i have gone through patterns with lj where i post a lot and then stop completely for months because after a while i realize no one reads my entries so i may as well just write privately.  i dont know why it bothers me.  i dont know why im sharing... i want to post more, but just dont know if i am up to it yet...

Comments

[amynicole717]

I read sweetie. I will start responding if it is important to you to get a response. *hugs* I write privately a lot too, but that's because I'm writing for me.

[crazeehazel]

awww thanks. i guess i just feel like no one cares after seeing all of my girl's posts that get 30 comments or so. oh well. it shouldnt matter. i am sensitive. it was nice to see you saturday. your boy seems shy. did he enjoy the show? :p

[prtyldy]

yeah, thats how I feel when I read your girlfriends' posts too!!! =D She is popular!

She also has a longer friends list and therefore more possible readers...

[amynicole717]

I really do care. I know that seeing Stace get a ton of responses is frustrating. I've posted about it before awhile ago too...

It was good to see you too. Yes, he's shy, and did enjoy the show. :-) We'll all have to go out again soon so we can talk!

[amynicole717]

Stace, it's nothing against you, I'm just telling Chrissie I understand how she feels. When I write something that I deem important for people to read, and I get no responses, and I see your post from the same day with 30 comments, I get upset sometimes. I realize that it's not about the comments, but it is still nice to hear that people agree or whatever, without me specifically asking for people to comment. I write privately for myself, when I write here, it's for my audience.

And you know we've talked about this before too, I know, you almost always comment on my entries, so I'm not directing this at you. *hugs you* Miss you sweetie.

[crazeehazel]

well ya, i can write all i want for myself... but if i post on live journal, isn't that the point? for other people to read it... and when no one comments i feel like no one does read it so i think whats the point, i may as well just write for me only. its probably hard for you to understand the "obsession" with comments because you have always had people commenting. grrrrrr.. i still love you. i wish you hadn't just left now.