May 16, 2006 14:04
So I never really update this thing anymore... don't really know why I don't, I've had the internet for 5 days now and this is the first I've been on here...
Still haven't found a job, I'm getting deeply irritated, I dunno what I'm gonna do, I've handed out around 20 resumes in person and then a ton online, hopefully I get a call sometime this week.
I've been spending lots of time with my family, who I never see so I'm happy about that. Mad and sad that all of my friends are either still in school or live an hour away, and my lack of transportation is really starting to suck, I wish my car had been reliable enough to bring...ugh
Been dealing with some emotional baggage which I hope to be rid of when I go back to Florida... sometimes I agree with what Brad said to me, maybe I am that needy... I think I scare away my friends, or what I thought were my friends with my neediness. At least I know I need to change, but how... thats a good question...
I've been working out, I hope to lose a LOT of weight this summer, and go back a new person. Now if only I could get a job, that would make life so much better...