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Jul 31, 2006 22:58

convooo with lilo...

P00kieface329 we still on for tomorrow?

Jalilo88 yea sorry did you hear about fidel

Jalilo88 if you want

P00kieface329 noo..que paso??? did he die?

P00kieface329 lol

Jalilo88 not yet but he is sick and he is in the hospital in sugury and that now raul his brother is in charge

P00kieface329 ewww

Jalilo88 why

Jalilo88 but channel 23

Jalilo88 put  
Jalilo88 channel 23

P00kieface329 my sis is watching Whose Line

Jalilo88 omg

P00kieface329 lol

Jalilo88 yea so we going out tomarro

P00kieface329 kk

Jalilo88 same time or 11

P00kieface329 umm,..i have to get up earlier, and call my grandma to see if she wants me to takeher to the bank tomorrow morning, or wednesday morning

Jalilo88 oh ok then call me tomarro and tell me

P00kieface329 ok

Jalilo88 so wat up  
P00kieface329 nothin much... lol..theres an ad on Univision.com about the phone i want..its like $154.99 now..online...

Jalilo88 lol

P00kieface329 grrrr...lol..i can BUY the phone now..

P00kieface329 but i have nooo incommee

Jalilo88 so dont buy it

P00kieface329 grrr...but when i CAN get it..it wont be new anymore..

P00kieface329 grr..ismyspace  being stupid for you too? or is it just me?

Jalilo88 yea it s stupid

P00kieface329 ok

P00kieface329 grrrr..i just read my horoscope..

P00kieface329 it talks about relationship issues...

P00kieface329 i shouldve read it this morning...

Jalilo88 yea you should of

P00kieface329 shitfuckputaface!!!

P00kieface329 its like "before you take your last stand, try to see things from the other person's point of view"

P00kieface329 which means, he should do the same.. he's an aries too

P00kieface329 he shouldve tried to see things from my point of view... i dont wanna go over because i know whats going to happen

P00kieface329 and i dont want it to turn into a sex-based relationship

Jalilo88 lol

P00kieface329 where we dont even talk to each other...

Jalilo88 lol i don t think that would have happen

P00kieface329 ud ont think what wouldve happened?

Jalilo88 w/e

P00kieface329 huh?

P00kieface329 what dont u htink would have happened?

Jalilo88 i don t think it would have been a sex based relationship

P00kieface329 we dont even talk anymore!

Jalilo88 well true

P00kieface329 everytime i'd call him, it was a less than 5 min call, where he would say "hey, ill call you back later"

P00kieface329 and never call back

Jalilo88 oh ok

Jalilo88 then i donno

P00kieface329 *sigh*

Jalilo88 

P00kieface329 i txted him, and i told him that i didnt want to go over cuz i was afraid it would turn into a sex-based relationship

P00kieface329 and he was like "thats just an excuse"

Jalilo88 omg you don t desevre him then

Jalilo88 he is acting like a stupid little kid

P00kieface329 so then i was like "no its not. its a fear. and i cant talk to you about it because you tell me 'thats not gonna happen' and it makes me feel stupid, like my fears and my worries dont matter.."

P00kieface329 and "itsn ot gonna happen" is a lie... last time he said "its not gonna happen" it happened...we had sex...

Jalilo88 well forget him you can get some one better

P00kieface329 but i wannttt himm!!!!

P00kieface329 he's the only good looking BF ive had..that i can be confortable enough around to be naked in front of...

P00kieface329 i havent felt that way with anyone before...

Jalilo88 get some one else

P00kieface329 not easy...

Jalilo88 yea you can your hot

P00kieface329 no, its not easy to find someone i'd be THAT comfortable with..

Jalilo88 well he is not the one for you though

P00kieface329 i want him to be though...

P00kieface329 i wanna cryyy...

Jalilo88 but he is not and don t cry

P00kieface329 and myspace is pissing me off...

Jalilo88 look at me i want danny to be for me but it s not working out even though i really like him maybe even love and we broke up and i didn t cry

Jalilo88 one reason cause i don t have a heart and second cause i dont  want to be one of those stupid gurl

P00kieface329 did u give him your everything? did u show yourself naked in front of him..were you totally vulnerable in front of him? did u give him your most valued thing..your vigninity?

P00kieface329 its different..

Jalilo88 no but i wanted to and was about to

P00kieface329 but you didnt go through with it.. you didnt take that huge step..that ultimate show of care and affection..

P00kieface329 that he just took, and threw it back in my face..because i was afraid, and couldnt tell him

Jalilo88 well i don t know wat to tell you cause i haven t gone through that

P00kieface329 well, its a lesson i had to learn sooner or later...

P00kieface329 i dont know what the lesson is... but ill find out...
Jalilo88 yea you well eventually

P00kieface329 hopefully ill LEARN it, and not make the same mistake.. 
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