Oct 13, 2005 13:17
Down a road less traveled and I see my purpose in front of me
And it's simple and It's gentle I found
Down a road less traveled and I feel my conscience running deep
And it's simple but it's mental I found
And I'm never looking back
No I'm never looking back
No I'm never looking back again
We all fall down
Time keeps changing
We all will hit the ground
Down a road less traveled, and I see my world beneath my wings
And it's simple but it's crippled I found
Down a road less traveled...
But I'm never looking back
No I'm never looking back
No I'm never looking back again
We all fall down
Time keeps changing
We all will hit the ground
We all fall down
Time keeps changing
We all will hit the ground
Down a road less traveled....
So, I think I pissed Meghan off last night... I really didn't mean to let it out like that but it all just came out at once and I couldn't stop it... I think that if she doesn't respond soon to any of this I am just going to have to go away for awhile and try to detach myself from her. I think I am just trying to hard to get her back, I could be trying harder but I am restraining myself to a point because if I showed up at her dorm with flowers and waited for her outside she would probably get really mad at me and just throw them back in my face. I guess that would be reasonable, she doesnt want me and yet I try so hard and I only want to be with her more. Saturday is sweetest day and eventhough it's just a stupid holiday made up by corporations to make more money I am still a little sad inside because I can't spend that day with who I would like to spend it with... She just acts like she doesnt want me to be in love with her, maybe she is so busy she doesnt need love and thats why she has no problem with all of this. Maybe I should just through myself head-first into everything so I have no time for anyone then maybe I will be ok too... I am just running out of places to go with this, I can't leave her; I love her to much and I truly believe that we are meant to be together, but its so hard to just be in this suspension... I wont leave though, she knows it... I dont know if that is a good thing or not, but I will never leave. This is where I am meant to be, eventhough it may be one-sided right now and maybe forever, I will know that I was where I was meant to be... Why does this have to hurt so much?...