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So I am sitting in the office right now. Dr. Marsh is out for the rest of the week at a conference and I have been doing work for the Administrative Assistant. Which is fine. And I have been getting a lot of much needed studying done. Which is also fine. All the GA's just went to lunch, and I am sitting in here and nobody asked me to go. They also just planned a bowling night. And I am still sitting here. I can clearly hear what they're saying so if they're trying to talk and not invite me, then maybe you shouldn't stand so close to the office door. They also just sat in my office and had an entire conversation about how one of them is cooking and invited everyone to go, except me. IN MY OFFICE! What the fuck! Grr. I'm so aggravated. I am trying to tone it down a little bit because I feel like I've been an emotional wreck in front of everyone this week and I hate that feeling and so I've been trying to be intraverted. it just is very difficult. And to sit here and hear these conversations and try to figure out if it's just cuz they don't want me to go, they really don't like me, I didn't ask if I could go... I don't know. But it's frustrating. And I am being dragged so far down right now it's ridiculous. I spent another fabulous night in my room last night alone. "studying". THey went out. Thanks for inviting me...