silent. i am so tired of my fucking life.
i am a fucking stressed out mess.
i am crying right now.
i am not really sure why... other than the fact that i just lost my keys and i have a really big exam tomorrow that i haven't really studied for.
i mean it's not like i'm pmsing, i shouldn't be crying this easily. because i never cry.
i don't get it anymore.
if anyone has ever been around me when i loose stuff they know i freak out.
but i have to go to library now and stop crying. instead i'd rather scream and throw stuff. i don't know why because i was so calm earlier.... like just a half an hour ago. okay alicia. shut up.
i am crying right now.
i am not really sure why... other than the fact that i just lost my keys and i have a really big exam tomorrow that i haven't really studied for.
i mean it's not like i'm pmsing, i shouldn't be crying this easily. because i never cry.
i don't get it anymore.
if anyone has ever been around me when i loose stuff they know i freak out.
but i have to go to library now and stop crying. instead i'd rather scream and throw stuff. i don't know why because i was so calm earlier.... like just a half an hour ago. okay alicia. shut up.