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Really sick. We lost to Oswego last night. I couldnt finish my race. I had to stop to go puke in the bathroom. I let my team down because I talked myself out of the race. I said I cant do it and I couldnt. My body could but my mind talked me out of it. I hate myself right now. I cant believe I did that. Im angered with myself right now, Im not goign to practice today because I dont feel good. Well I'm out. Later...