happiness never lasts long here.
Most of you don't read this, for whatever reasons, not caring, i'm not important, or you just don't. But, this week has been awful for me. I feel like the two main sources of my happiness has just been ripped away from me. I don't know if I can handle much more of this, I feel rock bottom approaching because I haven't been this scared of my capabilites in a long time. For the few that read this or whatever, don't be surprised if my mood and my whole being changes again, because after finally jumping the hurdle that hindered me for so long and finally finding happiness, it's been taken away again. I'm sorry for being a failure.