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ive gotten in a weird mood lately.. a mood thats unhappy but content... i dont know how to describe it... my job i dont like very much...but it pays well.. my boyfriend is long distance...but hes great... it feels like i have school together...but then i dont... i just feel like i have all these kinks in my life..kinks that have prolly always been there...
where did my happiness go?
im finally realizing... i have to make myself happy...if that be moving or whatever else.. i kind of blame this on my family.. i know that they want me to stay but i need to venture out..im sick of driving an hr to and from work everyday to work... they shelter me with where i live...when in reality its normal if i need to pay rent etc somewhere else... i just have all these thoughts and im finally realizing life doesnt have to be perfect..its how you make of it and what you make of it to make you happy...
okay i think i feel better after writting in here...
-andrea :)
where did my happiness go?
im finally realizing... i have to make myself happy...if that be moving or whatever else.. i kind of blame this on my family.. i know that they want me to stay but i need to venture out..im sick of driving an hr to and from work everyday to work... they shelter me with where i live...when in reality its normal if i need to pay rent etc somewhere else... i just have all these thoughts and im finally realizing life doesnt have to be perfect..its how you make of it and what you make of it to make you happy...
okay i think i feel better after writting in here...
-andrea :)