im not worthy..
well, i talked to mike last night, gosh he's such a sweetheart. i told him what i did this weekend. i wrote on my arm. it was just words. that we're bad. cause i was pissed at myself. and brandi. the words were: unloved, unworthy, suicidal, pathetic, alone, lonely, worthless, ans some others but i forgot cause i washed them off. he said the unloved hit him the most. cause he is my boyfriend. and all. but i said i wouldnt do it again. but here i am scrating myself with my saftey pin again. it looks bad. good thing when he comes this weekend hes gonna throw away all my sharp stuff. i might go crazy though. i was goin crazy ealier when brandi did it. gosh i really need to stop.
i'm going to bb games with mike this weekend. YAYYYY. <3 :D
WELL PEACE.