Getting back into the swing of things- still without a locker!!!!
So I guess, considering how painfully numbing today way, I'm getting back into everything. My Mom and I aren't too mad at each other anymore. It was interesting, becuase I talked to her last night before bed and started breaking down but when she started talking I hardened up. She was mad at me too and I was being so self-centered I hadn't even noticed. But I still kinda teared a bit, which is unlike me, because for the most part, I only cry when I'm alone. But that wasn't crying, really. Mostly tearing. I don't wanna be a wuss in public. THat's what Dad taught me. COME ON! BE A MAN! Well, I'm not a man, but I do try to be tough like he raised me to be.
Anyways, so things have been really screwy rrecently and today wasn't much better considering all the make-up work, my locker is broken AGAIN (I come in this morning with 50 tons of books and binders only to find the turny-thing on my locker COMPLETELY GONE and Matt and Aaron are laughing at me, but Aaron let me use his locker so it's alright for now- I luv my brother!!) I poked myself in the corner of my eye with my black pen, leaving a huge mark, my physics teacher was looking at my chest and Jen's chest again (I wore the same shirt as last time), I totally screwed up my audition (I'll get to that in a sec), Mrs. Kelsch decided to give everyone bad grades, Mr. Mariani wasn't there today, I sat by a guy on the bus with a sandwhich that made me sick to smell it, and on the way home behing someone I'm not fond of.
Audition: I shoulda practiced more. COnsidering how my life has been so weird lately, I'm just glad I didn't fall over on the ground as soon as I got in front of Mirabal. I don't think he would have thought that was dramatic. But he said I had more experince with music and dance than he had thought and he laughed at me saying "ass" with a New York accent in Shakespeare but it made me forget my lines, break character, and lose my accent for awhile. Basically the same I did auditioning for Crucibal, but not AS bad. That's two not-so-great auditions in one week. I had very little idea of what I was doing for Revenge, although I had planned it out. But when I got up there, Mirabal said he wanted me to read more than just "Mourner #12" or "Seeker of Revenge #1" which is what I wanted. But oh well, I'm a Jew and I had heard the monologue before from Merchant of Venice so I did that one instead. I'm not sure about that one. It's weird cuz I wanna do so much better being with the theatre IV'ers but I've been sucking so heavily lately. Oh well, I got time. Turned in my designer form today, even though I'm expecting diddly squat, but RAW said I should start turning the forms in just to let Mirabal know I was thinking about it once I had more experience. Sure.
Good things lately: MASADA KICKOFF ROCKED!!! SO many great new girls and I had a wonderful time with them! Such great programs, too! Props to Sara!! Didn't stay up for Good and Welfare, but I needed the sleep. I know better, now. Next time, maybe. OTher good things: Wrote a cool peice for Advanced Comp I'm proud of, got a little math figured out, etc.
haha my friends are weird "why don't you come and ask me out already, you fathead!" so funny!
FAROUK! FAROUK! FAROUK IS ON FIRE!
Anyways, so things have been really screwy rrecently and today wasn't much better considering all the make-up work, my locker is broken AGAIN (I come in this morning with 50 tons of books and binders only to find the turny-thing on my locker COMPLETELY GONE and Matt and Aaron are laughing at me, but Aaron let me use his locker so it's alright for now- I luv my brother!!) I poked myself in the corner of my eye with my black pen, leaving a huge mark, my physics teacher was looking at my chest and Jen's chest again (I wore the same shirt as last time), I totally screwed up my audition (I'll get to that in a sec), Mrs. Kelsch decided to give everyone bad grades, Mr. Mariani wasn't there today, I sat by a guy on the bus with a sandwhich that made me sick to smell it, and on the way home behing someone I'm not fond of.
Audition: I shoulda practiced more. COnsidering how my life has been so weird lately, I'm just glad I didn't fall over on the ground as soon as I got in front of Mirabal. I don't think he would have thought that was dramatic. But he said I had more experince with music and dance than he had thought and he laughed at me saying "ass" with a New York accent in Shakespeare but it made me forget my lines, break character, and lose my accent for awhile. Basically the same I did auditioning for Crucibal, but not AS bad. That's two not-so-great auditions in one week. I had very little idea of what I was doing for Revenge, although I had planned it out. But when I got up there, Mirabal said he wanted me to read more than just "Mourner #12" or "Seeker of Revenge #1" which is what I wanted. But oh well, I'm a Jew and I had heard the monologue before from Merchant of Venice so I did that one instead. I'm not sure about that one. It's weird cuz I wanna do so much better being with the theatre IV'ers but I've been sucking so heavily lately. Oh well, I got time. Turned in my designer form today, even though I'm expecting diddly squat, but RAW said I should start turning the forms in just to let Mirabal know I was thinking about it once I had more experience. Sure.
Good things lately: MASADA KICKOFF ROCKED!!! SO many great new girls and I had a wonderful time with them! Such great programs, too! Props to Sara!! Didn't stay up for Good and Welfare, but I needed the sleep. I know better, now. Next time, maybe. OTher good things: Wrote a cool peice for Advanced Comp I'm proud of, got a little math figured out, etc.
haha my friends are weird "why don't you come and ask me out already, you fathead!" so funny!
FAROUK! FAROUK! FAROUK IS ON FIRE!